一天

大学的生活又一天天的过去

无聊中夹着无聊

本以为这个冬季过去会带走过去的遗憾

可渐渐的连天细雨虽证明这季节的更替

而却没有任何迹象可以见证困扰的消逝

多了些什么 少了些什么

真的无法用实质来衡量

我向往着快乐 却又总是心存顾忌

说好的幸福呢

想回到过去

无聊的举动让你一次又一次的失望

而那时我却一再的单纯幼稚

满怀猜忌使我失去了理智

我全然不知情侣之间的互信

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择

你冷了 倦了 我哭了

一开始的不快乐 你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

usual

滑稽自传已经看到116页了！

很high~

这是我第一次很有耐性的看一本文学作品

（当然除了detective novel & 古诗词）

生活悠闲并非益处

没有规律倒成了主流

一场雨

气温就像被宠坏了的孩子

不停地撒着娇

使冷酷的冬天都拿“他”没有办法\^_^

只好无可奈何的凭他任性

自己默默的走开

要说这几天有什么值得咀嚼的事儿*_&

也只有class meeting

last week星期三

饱受折磨的同学在一个多小时的meeting中已经找不到自己的soul

However

我还是很会敷衍)*O*(

Ms.阚果然厉害

不但言语利落

还持续着很高的spirit

（她起码有65!!!）

diffierent person diffierent physical constitution

饿

The winter goes away gradually.这学期的课很少，我打算努力学习英语。Maybe 可能会学些韩语。我的挚友已经在国外生活很多年，很难想像她是怎样度过那段时期的that all ground her were unacquainted.再过两年可能这样的日子就会在我身上出现。现在周围的一切对我来说并不十分重要，也许原来对我很重要，因为我以为我遇到了可以和我一起实现我梦想的人。可她却只是戏弄了我。At the beginnng I hated her但是时间却改变了一切，好像一开始就是我的错一样。I liked her in the past, now I still like her but it's not love just like her. Now I 'm okay.I will be okay in future. 现在有点饿了，该吃饭去了。先写到这里了。

Don't worry Be happy

The new term has passed a week. But I can't feel something fresh or new. However I always go to the local downtown and play the billiards with my classmates. Furthermore the champion certain, is always me. My friends arround me had been studing hard since the new term just began. The pressure upon me is tremendous. Maybe I can overcome the trouble I meet. As the saying, adversity makes progress.

The winter vacation ends

The winter vacation ends, but the winter doesn't end so fast. In the new term hard to learn English and my major is the first and most important thing. I should touch something about GRE and prepare for it gradually.Thinking back I have studied English for ten years. However I can't skilled use of English. I also use some aids as dictionary and software. Listening to English songs is my daily task and entertainment. Out of windows the blue sky still makes me generous. Not as the sea can make one fall into meditation, the blue sky makes one's mind blank. Some gray clouds like blocks in life. We aren't able to see and find our soul at one blow. So we need to blow them gradually. I think I can hold my life and reach my orientations.

My troubled computer

Today my new PC had something wrong with IE.

It made me so disappointment. However I used Ghost, software, to revert to original state.

I didn't want to complain about the trouble I met.

Altough I had made it reverted twice this winter vacation, it took me half one hour to install series of the useful softwares.

I think I can engage in a computer engineer~after make the computers reverted hundreds of times.

~Aha~