Don't worry Be happy

The new term has passed a week. But I can't feel something fresh or new. However I always go to the local downtown and play the billiards with my classmates. Furthermore the champion certain, is always me. My friends arround me had been studing hard since the new term just began. The pressure upon me is tremendous. Maybe I can overcome the trouble I meet. As the saying, adversity makes progress.

The winter vacation ends

The winter vacation ends, but the winter doesn't end so fast. In the new term hard to learn English and my major is the first and most important thing. I should touch something about GRE and prepare for it gradually.Thinking back I have studied English for ten years. However I can't skilled use of English. I also use some aids as dictionary and software. Listening to English songs is my daily task and entertainment. Out of windows the blue sky still makes me generous. Not as the sea can make one fall into meditation, the blue sky makes one's mind blank. Some gray clouds like blocks in life. We aren't able to see and find our soul at one blow. So we need to blow them gradually. I think I can hold my life and reach my orientations.

My troubled computer

Today my new PC had something wrong with IE.

It made me so disappointment. However I used Ghost, software, to revert to original state.

I didn't want to complain about the trouble I met.

Altough I had made it reverted twice this winter vacation, it took me half one hour to install series of the useful softwares.

I think I can engage in a computer engineer~after make the computers reverted hundreds of times.

~Aha~

my star~匡匡~star lover

突然耳边萦绕着轻柔的歌声，感想她是在空中俯视，畅想她是在高山草地，联想她是在繁闹街头。无论他在何处，她的歌声永远像她的心那样轻盈透明。就这样我伴着空灵开始了思想的旅行。在风中飞翔，应该是滑翔才对。
几声guitar的弦音，几点清脆的piano，伴着大提琴悠远的旋律，真的很陶醉，真的很迷茫…

Melody

旅行过后，真的不知疲倦。心情也并未提升到某种预期的程度。我想要的生活是丰富而又新颖的，虽说这次旅行带给我泼多的新鲜事，但还远远未达到标准。回家后的一晚，睡的格外熟。而第二天的短途，又令我的心情波澜一番。和同窗的调侃让我找到了往日，也是许久没有的欣喜与活跃，我仿佛感到我的生活正填充着世界，幸福，单纯……
久未相见的朋友又可以相互嬉笑怒骂，甚至了解彼此的经历，好高骛远也不会引起哄嗤，毕竟未来期盼都是美好。
就这样时间又在记录剪辑着我们的相聚。苏子的“此事古难全”已经不必有所抱怨，不知不觉中我们又各奔东西……
回到家里还是有种兴致未及的不快。于是又想到了挚友，约与抒怀何乐而不为呢。可我却发现挚友一词永远的尘封在过去的斑驳中。这时尤为感伤的叹了句：时间会改变一个人的良知而胜过改变这个人的容貌。我想从开始到现在都是我的单纯，而这种单纯并未改变或打动过任何人……而我不会将我的心意再强加于任何人。不必感动任何人，更不必期望她会回应在她看似廉价的付出。我想将自己的生活过好才是给自己最好的礼物，我再也不会将这个礼物不加思索的送给谁，哪怕曾经是那么的“和谐无间”，而不是“亲密”，我想我已不敢再用“亲密”。因为有些人会不加克制，而品质就在毫无约束中随着时间和境遇变得面目全非，就算是再过掩饰，也无法削去那些深灰色的棱角……我会体谅你，可能还会感谢你，因为这些感悟令我的思想基层又深嵌了许多。我将把更多的精力放入规划未来并付诸行动中，继续旅行，继续充实自己……

夜曲

寒冬的凌烈未带走街头的嬉闹，却模糊了我的意志。百无聊赖般的生活，依旧上演在这个漫长的假期。可随说假期漫长，也只不过四十几天。已经过去的几天里我真的不知道自己做了什么有意义或是想做的事。继续默默于这种生活中，间或寻找新的契机，已经模糊了。难道我的意志如此脆弱。或许是吧，虽然不想承认……
很多人一直都活在无意义的调侃闲聊中，在他们眼中他们过得很充实，但旁观者看他们却一直在虚假中彷徨，他们安溺于这种彷徨。我总是鄙视这样无聊的人可又嫉妒这样的人。这种嫉妒何时会消失，我想要到了真正找到生活的意义为止。我徘徊甚至怀疑我能否找到我想要的生活，如果不存在，那我对这个世界会失望，会沉沦，会没落，会无所事事，会与那些无聊的人一样……
我所想要的并不是太过模糊，随着我羽翼的丰满，寒风骤雨、锋冰暴雪都将成为雨后初晴的序曲，我将在彩虹般的钢琴声中到达我的目的地，那时我定能够看到我所想要的state。